Hey May
Life actually
I never can find the words to describe life when it’s steady or still. There’s no chaos or strife at this moment. There’s no excitement or anything to look forward to either, if we are being honest. Life is just still. Stillness irritates me sometimes because I like excitement, yet I like consistency. I like having something to look forward to. I like being able to move throughout the world freely, and right now I do not feel secure in my world.
Financially I will pull it together, because money comes and goes. Mentally I am ok, I am just stagnant. Life is very normal in this season. Life is not hectic, seasonal depression has ceased, and I am simply cleaning up the messes I made during that season. I feel like I am at a standstill writing wise, and that is frustrating. I have about a year left until I finish my BA in English and Creative Writing. I have so many thoughts and ideas, but executing them is the issue. Life is just quiet, but that is better than confusion.